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Today was discouraging. I was invited to a meeting with 🏢 Design Media where I was asked my opinion. This was after a project was already started. I gave feedback on the project, and my feedback was quickly dismissed to try to protect the direction we were already going in. I gave up and said, “I’ll build whatever you want me to build.” It made me realize that I’m only happy with my job when Scot Muncaster is acting as a buffer between me and Pam. I’m not sure if the trust is not there or if she actually doesn’t want feedback and just wants her decisions to be reinforced. Whatever the case, I’m not into it.
I picked 30x500 back up today. I also emailed Finn McKenty in hopes he could help me. I’m ready to make something happen. I’m sick of giving up so much control about how my life goes. It’s not for me. It’s not how I got this far, and it won’t be what gets me further.
This lead to a frustration that colored a lot of my day. I tried to use some meditation, but I need to put more effort into that. I hope tomorrow I can do better.
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