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Ambria was up very early and was completely ready. This happens to be a day when she’s planning to go with Jacob after she and Tiffany do their weekly shopping. I told her I was going to expect that all the time and that it shouldn’t be just when she’s doing something with Jacob.
We opened the door in the morning to let air in and started smelling smoke. Seems like we’re in the smoky season. It’s not too bad right now, and the air quality is still moderate.
I’m feeling a bit down about my lack of control. As much as I have control, I still lack a lot of it. I’m feeling the drive to make money again to buy myself more control and options. Losing the nice condo yesterday because I couldn’t compete with the offer was a bit demoralizing.
If I think about it though, if I had enough money for it to really matter, I might not want that condo anyway. I might go with the one further north that’s much larger with the pool. Maybe that means it isn’t a problem or maybe it means the problem just cascades up as you gain wealth.
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